Anywhere but here.

Do you ever have one of those days when you know you are seriously somewhere you don't want to be? I have felt that way about this area from the beginning, I don't know what it is but I have never meshed very well here. It's really hard to make friends much less trust anyone. I have yet to meet another person that truly wants to help others without it involving them getting something in return.

I feel like I am just not in the right place, I cannot explain it but I know that I need to be elsewhere. Not really sure where but just elsewhere. At this point in my life as much as I like the seasons and the changing colors etc. I could really do without winter anymore. It was pretty brutal where I grew up, much milder here but I still never look forward to it. I don't know where to though. So therefore I am sort of stuck not to mention you try moving somewhere and getting a new job without a college degree now.

Guess I have no choice but to keep dreaming. I don't think I'll ever get away from here.